a shoutout to Mr Tan!I MISS YOU!=(....i was too emotional juz nw till i msg ling dear n told her..i reali miss him..nt as in tryin to prove wat..or sae wat..but i juz SIMPLY miss him..no other meaning..e misses for him when he's in sg.. ne misses for him when he's nw overseas..is so much diff..y?nt as though when he in sg..we meet every wk..we din meet tt often too..but y...y is ere so big diff?or cos?i'm worried for him too?i dunno i dunno!i onli noe i m tryin so hard to stop my tears frm flowin.ling dear told me nt to endure..juz let it flow..but when e lei guang zai wo de yan guang da zuan..i will auto stop..cos i m afraid to cry alone.i m afraid i'll cry non stop..i dun wan..i dun wan cry till as though sth bad had happen to him..no way i m goin to allow tt 2 happen!cos i wan him to b happi n safe....nu ren was chattin wif me 2dae on e way hm frm work..she ask me sth n i told her..en she was so stunned..she ask me for e reason of askin him tt..she ask me y dun wish to get it frm him..i en tell her my reason..it may sound silly..but tt's wat i m concern..en she shoot me a sentence which i totali blush diao.."u reali love him lei"..thx nu ren..thx 4 noein my feeling..but..i guess tt's y onli thing i can do isnt it?but thx..i m so glad i hav u at my workplace..nt excludin ee oso of cos..=)..pls take gd care of urself!*hug*...muack...