hmm..juz kinda surprised..little thing u can b so sensitive...yet..tis matter u dun even feel tt u haf a part 4 it..my god..i noe on ur part..u may feel tt it's juz concern for ur frenz..but....it is affectin em tt much..cant u juz dun care so much?place urself in her shoe n tink hw she will feel..n place e situation on ur own r/s ..en u will realise tt is hw she felt all along..i reali dunno wat's e pt of wanting to act close as though u can earn sth..-.-..wat can u earn?sum1's break up?sum1's tears?sum1's broken heart or till e extend..broken frenzship?..i din noe i can c so much frm outsiders pt..i dun mean i noe alot of e details..but noe-in sum..is enough 2 me 2 noe..cos..i had tt feelin 2...mayb i shld use eir situation 2 oso remind myself wat i shldnt b doin le...i reali feel it's a waste if everythin go back to sq..but..i tink sth cannot b forced de ba..hmm..juz hope u can stop all tis..cos ..it's hurtin 4 em.....no matter wat..wat i wan 2 c..is ur smile on ur face..e happi go lucky u..u dun haf to keep everythin 2 urself..dun haf to feel as though u haf no1..it's juz whether u haf e courage to approach anot..or rather..u haf e courage to face e criterism n face it wif e 2 person closest 2 u..hu haf alwaex been waitin 4 u...hope u noe wat i m saein..n hope u noe which direction u shld reali choose to go nw..lookin 4wards to our meetin soon..=).....i m tired enough 2 handle alot of stuffs le..e most i try..e most i feel it will fail..tian ar!haix..i dun care le la..watever it is..let me decide 4 myself ba..gif me e freedom tt i nid 4 nw ba...i dun tink i m able to continue if tis get on...frenz..haix.......impt dae tml..ling dear actual bdae..21st..wahaha..i m soo prepared to send her a sms..she sae muz send de..cos she can keep..i cfm will n definitely will..keke..awaiting..haha..
