haha..
lazy 2 blog long long..
so ..
while waitin 4 hair dry en blog a bit..
ben ben saein he's my fan of my blog..
so i muz alwaex update freq..
shemo pi la...
haha..
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kinda v shag recently..
hmm..
mentalli + physicalli too..
too many thing happenin in my life le..
tt include my family..
no1 noe wat happen..
i dunno hu 2 tell too..
feelin v xing ku abt it..
but..
it dun seems like i've a choice..
haha..
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went 4 ling dear bdae celebration on fri..
chalet..
gather up wif qing ey all..
seems like hen long nv kan dao em le..
miss all of em..
too bad..
tat bro was nt ere..
if nt more re nao de lor..
haha..
she love e present i gif her...
she nag me 4 spendin a bomb..
but..
it worth it on her..
haha..
cos she wanted those harry potter bk ma..
keke..
summore 21st bdae le..
spend a bit more nvm de..
u oso alwaex gettin stuffs 4 me ma..
=P..
hope ling dear u njoyed tt nite..
muack!
i love u~..
=P..
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hmm..
aft tt dae..
i feel..
a frenzship drifted apart alot..
8 yrs de frenzship..
frm sec 1 till nw..
been thru all laughter...
fun..
joy..
tears...
gossip..
overnitein at each other hse..
huggin n givin each other adv whenever r/s met wif prob..
i tot..
we could b e bestest of frenz..
however..
everythin juz went dwn..
juz collapse..
into ashes..
juz bcos of a person..
is our frenzship juz so fragile..
i knew aft fri tt..
our frenzship can nv b back likeb4..
which wat i feel..
most most wasted..
i feel so apart frm u..
we were so near tt dae..
yet..
i feel our frenship was as though is north n south pole..
treasured yet..
tis was still e final outcome..
tinkin back..
i was hurt too much..
but..
i still hope things will b back still..
i was e times where we still turn to each other whenver we met wif prob..
e times where i'll b e 1st to come to ur mind when thing happen..
but..
it's no longer possible isnt it?
=(
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receive lotsa presents frm alot ppl recently..
reali thx..
appreciated every1's efforts..
every presents..
every1 of u..
=)..
2 mushrooms cutie frm ric~
=)
a bottle of stars..
jenny spend whole nite foldin it..thx thx..
=)
JRX~!!! frm uncle roch dear n jenny..
i wan to b as happi as JRX..
can i?
hmmm..

photo wif e 2 person hu gav me..thx..
i reali love it..
u 2 reali surprised me by bringin to my doorstep..
reali..
=)
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Its gonna make it hard to tell you that Im leaving..
Now that I know just how much you care..
You finally gave me one good reason not to go..
But staying here is my worst fear..