sianx..hw big hearted ppl can get xia..-.-..can u imagine n tink dao all e thing 1st b4 u complain abt tis time..-.-..hw many times compare to tis time u tink u can catch up?pls la..nv learn 2 appreciate...yet u r takin me as though all tis is ying gai de lor..unappreciated!..anyway..i m feeling so dwn ytd..i nt able to brin up my mood..-.-..i dunon wat happen.i was quiet..nv tok much..till i din expect will notice dao de ppl...dou notice dao le..i nt gu yi 2 spoilt every1 mood tt nite de..but..i cant control my feelings..i nt purposeli de..i tried cheering up..i tried distracting myself by playin game..but end up..i cant..till an extend...i went out of LK..n i cried..a bit la..nt cried til like river..en andy came out 2 accom me..hmm..2nd guy in office 2 c me cried..-.-..aft tt i went hm..manage 2 slp onli at 4+..shag..en ytd aft work oso no mood go anywhere...went 2 buy welfare stuffs en go hm aft tt le..-.-..juz feel tt..u dun nid me at all in ur life 2 b happi..cos u gave me e feelin..tt...w/o me..u oso like tt..onli when he came back..en u came back lookin 4 me..lookin 4 our frenzship..i dunno whether u noe..hw hurt i was?-.-..sob....dunno y..feel v irritated by sum ppl..even asy darling hu is nt e dang shi ren..oso feel like slappin tt person le..tt person reali sumtimes dunno hw 2 zhi dong lor..cant ttp erson feel tt ppl alr dun feel like tokin le..y cant juz back off..-.-..en make ppl haf to pretend..irritating lor..gif ppl e break la..dun wan tok 2 u mean dun wan lor..no reason needed..-.-.....sth happi 2 share.ling dear bdae celebration comin up soon!!yeah..haha..but i dunno wat 2 buy yet..gt sum idea le..but still haven go buy..cos i dunno will she use anot..n i wan ..hmm..cannot type out..cos she will read my blog de..en she will noe le..hahaha..ling..jiu shi dun wan let u noe 1st..=P..ltr goin make payment 4 sch again le..took 1/2 dae wif ee..keke..ltr can go shop shop a while le..i wanna buy alot thing..recently buy le alot shirt lei..chan le..no wonder ppl alwaex nag me..where gt wait dao GSS over le cai lai shop de..haha..me jiu shi weirdo lei zhen yang..=X....nv will i go w/o permission frm u...=P..tis is hw honest i m...hee..