hahaha..2dae mood kinda dwn..but morn a msg cheer me up...i m goin meet sum1 i lookin 4wards 2 meet aft quite a while le..4 dinner..aft my welfare meetin..i gt so much 2 sae..=)..it will b a long dinner wil a nice long chat..=)..e msg does cheer me up abit..though a bit..but better than nth ya?keke....hmm..i finali realise..little mind of little xinlan reali cant contain so much troubles..i reali cant take it anymore liao le..till a extend..i send sl ger a 9 pg sms..itink she was stunned.she called me back..she told me she feel so heart break..heart pain c-in my msg..she feel my hurt..she feel my pain.cos she's goin thru similar as me..i was reali upset...i dunno wat more can i do..2 change tis situation..i have been so helpless..but yet no1 noe..i nid a shine..2 guide me thru tis rough path of mine..no matter whether u bringin me back to e path..or bringin me 4ward to a new path..can sum1 juz brin me e shine n rescue me out of tis path?=(..sumtimes i juz feel..wat an unavailing person i m i realise..-.-..sum1 wrote tis to me b4..-----------------------------------------------------In this stormy rain..with all this hurt n pain..i wish to be ur risin sun...to brin u warmth n light..tt clear ur prob n fill ur life with laughs n fun..----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------The goodness of ur heart shines a thousand light..with a soul so strong n might..do nt falter nw aft so long a fight..lift ur spirits up n do wat's write..-----------------------------------------------------meanin rite..it's juz seems like written by sum famous ppl..but..y cant i feel i m strong.y cant i feel i m gettin more couragous aft so long..i juz feel so...small..................