woa..so long nv come blog liao le..sae me lazy n watever..i dun care..=X...anyway..i came to blog 2dae was cos i reali v hot abt sth..hw can he do tis 2 her..come on la..i tot all along u reali love her de..even when she ask for break.u try all ur best 2 wan hui e r/s..i tot cos u reali hen zhen xi tis r/s..zhen xi her..tt's y u try so much..end up lei..cos u wan 2 spike her?wat's e pt of doin all tis..aft u sae tt..u noe her..u oso noe abt her medical hist..hw can u still do tis 2 her..she doesnt deserve all tis lor..mayb she reali doesnt treat u as well as wat u wan her to..but ..doesnt mean she dun treat u well lor..i can c she oso zhen xi u lor..last time..i sincerely believe ere's retribution..i nt tryin b bad or shemo..but e way u treat her nw..u can cfm tt ger wun treat u tis way in future?anyway..dun nid to b strong in everythin..when u feel u no longer can take it..u haf my shoulder to lead on..i might nt haf e best adv 2 gif..but whenever u feel cui luo..u still haf me..2 lead on 4 a support at least for tis period of time.....anyway..receive i quite fan abt sth..i dunon wat myself is doin..but i noe i m gettin weaker..definitely worse than b4 lor..wat m i lettin myself 2 b..huh?!xinlan is tis u..is tis hw shag u wna urself 2 b?where is e bubbly u?e happi go lucky u?ever since 2 yrs ago..e happi xin alr dead..can we make her xi er fu shen?i tried so hard 2 hide all my unhappiness in front of all my colleagues..but sumtimes..i show all out..cos it's difficult 2 control u noe..haix.....e above part was type ytd but i din post.. =X..sianx..i officalli fall sick again le..May reali isnt a gd mth 4 me lei..though out tis mth i tink i alr taken 3daes MC le..+ 2dae..dou shi fever..ytd alr dun feel rite le..en tis morn wake up ji tao cant get off my bed..-.-..en was nag by ai ai cos slp late tt's y fever..=p..i dun wan de lor.sick is so e xing ku..head v heavy..en feel like vomitin..en dunno tml can go work anot oso..summore promise em will b dinner-in out aft tt follow by pub le..haha..c hw ba..i noe ey will yuan liang me if i reali cant go de..ey all dou so teng me de..=P..anyway..ah hao n jenn came 2 my hse ytd..actuali is wan meet sumwhere at sem de..but cos i reali tired..so ask em come my hse chat instead lor.=p..en jenn start her mischief again le..she start viewin photos..en keep settin me n ai ai de photos as wallpaper..en still use her own hp take dwn sae 2dae wan make fun of ai ai..lol..ownself happily keep changin lei..cute rite her..haha..en i told her ltr ai ai dun dare take photos wif me le..haha....i juz realise sth reali is so difficult 2 sae out..bcos of e uncertain fact..summore sae out le..in e end dunno will affect anythin anot..i love e feeling of present..i dun wan look back at e past..neither nor i wan 2 look too future..cos i reali hen scare..summore cannot sae out reali hen xing ku..but wat 2 do?cos i ownself choose tis decision de..e longer i drag on..e more thing i noe..which make me feel even more no pt saein out le..i feel inferior..v v...mayb tis is wat ppl sae..no confidence in urself ba?..my ling dear is goin thru a tough period wif her work..everytime nid OT..en summore heard she gt colleague prob oso..c-in her so unhappi reali hurt me..but i cant do much 4 her oso..en she nw oso cant quit yet..ling..try 2 bear wif it 1st..a matter of time onli..i will help u look out for ur part time job 1...dun let urself become no mood n sad sad de kk..
