i m at counter again..alone.ken still enjoyin his lunch..en ee take 1/2 dae lor..sianx..alone at counter reali hen bored lei..haha..ytd whole dae i was so so tired..so shag oso..tired + shag till 1 auntie tot i was sick lor..haha..stupid jer la..fri nite conferencin wif him ee n jj..en dun let me put dwn e fone..all bcos haven help jj find dao his transport hm..haha..en me almost 2am cai go slp..en morn oso i alone..-.-..luckily nt v bz..so still ok la..en aft tt sally n christ come work..gt ppl pei me tok..hahatill 2pm like tt..samuel come..wahahcome pei me haf lunch..so gd rite..cos ppl bk out earli ma..en went eat sakae..=Xfinalli me collect dao my $300 lo..so happi..can go make e card le..en next time i cfm like goin eat sushi le..ee sae deng me make dao tt card en she go eat wif me..xian shi hor?haha..en aft tt go jp walk walk lor..cos meet ee ey all at 6pm..-.-..reali a bit regret take 1/2 dae lei..a bit waste like tt..haha..en samuel buy so many thing xia..root beer n vanilla ice cream..he sae he wan make root beer float..haha..en i went back cc at 5 like tt.cos i left my thumb dr ere!!!hahakana influence by ee n sally liao le..hahaaft tt go orchard meet em.sianx..mp3 no batt.even e spare batt oso no batt..en all e way no music..lonely me..hahago ere meet ee jj wx..en sit at e stairs wait 4 e rest..haha..en aft tt dun care hebe cos he late..=Xen we went rice table..a shop like siam kitchen de..buffet de..en v funni..dunno is tys or hu sae..like matchmakin session like tt.cos ger a row..guy a row..en sittin in front of each other..haha..e food..er..sum still quite nice la actuali..haha..en me sit a table wif ee jj jer..we keep orderin e prawn.. tofu.. e fish..chao nice lei tis few..en karen tt table keep tokin tokin..dou nv eat dao shemo de..haha..en i scald my finger..cos i tot e plate nt hot de..-.-..eat chao long lor..2 hrs..haha..but those waiters ere hai man hao xiao de..v joker type..haha..en aft tt sae wan walk go PS..end up lei..walk dao heeren ere jiu take bus le..haha..cos ey sae wif our speed..935 sure wun reach dao PS de.haha..take bus cai fast xia..en buy le tic n drink jiu go in le..cold xia e cinema..haha..we watch "e break up"..e show hai man funni de lei..but aft tt jiu quite saddenin le..haix..ok la..i m cry baby..i cried lor..cos touchin ma..sad oso ma..en karen cry oso..en 1 part we all xia dao..i tink cos tys blow his nose v loud..en we tot he cry lei..haha..en all turn n look at him...haha..sianx..wat a show 2 watch durin my sad period of time..summore e endin of e show oso dunno seems gd anot..haha....aft tt jiu rush last train go hm liao le..sianx..nwadaes more n more scare 2 walk hm esp durin e nite liao le..everythin seems so scary lei..i m so timid~haha....overall..haf fun wif em..v long nv go out like tt wif em le..haha..miss em xia..haha....ytd sum1 sae 2 me..e break up tis show..recently juz quarrel or break up de couple shldnt watch..cos it's like tellin us tt break up dun seems a bad thing oso..at least aft tt ey still v happi wif eir life..though i tink both of em still loves each other de..but ren jiu shi so weird de..quarrel quarrel..ssae all those hurtin de thing..which even though ey dun mean it de..anger do make ppl do crazy thing i guess..en aft tt cai regret..purposeli make dui fang jealous..do all kind of thing tt he/she dun like..end up lei..when e other party reali gif up le..u wan wan liu..but when e other party din appreciate..u oso sianx..en u oso gif up le..en bcome e other party come wan wan liu..do tears make u realise tt everythin is goin so wrong?n tt u shldnt haf done all tis hurtful thing..sae those hurtful words?onli until e v last moment b4 u 2 go ur own separate ways..u cai realise tt actuali thing reali can b done 2 make thing go smoothly de..u can actuali compromise wif each other de..cos in ur heart u noe tt he/she meant more than e thing tt u all quarrel over..everythin is too late liao?i oso dunno..mayb love is juz a thing..happiness is more impt isnt it?if ur let go can brin him/her happiness..would u let go?*如果说你的放手,能换来他的自由, 你会愿意放手吗?fang de xia ur xin li de tong ma?wo nw quite tired abt everythin le lei..bcome watever thing happen i oso anythin lor..shun bian lor..me dun haf e strength go explain so much liao le..cos if no1 is 2 believe me..explain le gt use ma?u alwaez dun mean wat u sae de..alwaez bluff me..alwaez givin me false hope.en whenever i m on e verge of givin up..en u suddenli will gif me e hope back de..hangin ard like tt u wun feel tired oso ma?izzit reali no more reaction frm me le..u cai will finalli realise tt thing r still nt e way both of us wan?so long liao lei..1 sided had been enough liao..