i tot lettin myself calm dwn aft a nite..i'll get better de.but..dun seems like it..i cant get it off my mind.i noe..ppl askin me dun go tink..but sumtimes.more dun go tink..jiu more bu chen gong de.....i noe..wat's e pt of me gettin so upset..hu m i 2 get so upset..y i muz get so upset..ya..mayb she dun nid 2 tell me..but..she din noe she's hurtin me?...wat happen juz nw make me more sianx.trust..wat is it..hw come of a sudden.i cant c it bet us le..y din u tell me juz nw..y.....i lost my faith..i dun wan 2 noe more liao..enough..i noe..sth is better 2 leave unknown..sumtimes noe too muchwill get urself hurt more de..anyway..thz 4 those hu come 2 concern..xie xie ni men ar..