ytd wasnt reali a gd dae 4 me..tink darlin n brownie shld noe y..i haf 2 admit..i was stunned..n i was upset..but u noe e feeling of tryin 2 control..control my tears frm comin out in e office..guess it's a rite choice..cos i oso dun wan xia dao my colleagues..but it's ok lor..i tried..reali i do..but if it's nt gonna change anythin..i oso wun regret le...i noe..i m oso at fault...i oso at wrong..but.sumtimes..onli u noe is no use too..ytd slack whole dae in e office...reali bored..en 1 of e intern told me..our colleague share all his mp3 files online..wah..en i go in n c..real lots..n i intend 2 kop all liao le..mp3.. mtv..hee.but nt reali all oso..cos most of e eng song is soooo e noisy n loud.tink it goin gif me headache if i take hm listen..hee..en aft work jiu went hm liao lor..feel so restless.dunno y oso..mayb of my mood ba..en wah.my neighbour ( e wife)..tink depression ar..en she keep shoutin n wantin 2 injure ppl..en her daughter come over n find daddy 4 help..en daddy call e police en went over..her husband tryin so hard 2 hold her hand n dun let her injure herself..daddy almost gt hurt oso..wah.en e youngest son n daughter keep followin me..tink ey r scare too..e husband gt injure alot place..but ..luckily police come n aft v long..everythin ok..she oso agree go c doc for her depression le.tink police reali gt eir way ya??en e youngest son v cute..keep dun let me go hm lei..still ask me slp at eir hse 2nite..en take my keys dun return me.still keep holdin my hand dun let go..haha..but he's soo cute..like 2 come over my hse take swts frm me de..=p..me n sis still gif him a big packet of waffles biscuit..tot can "Bribe" him let me go hm..but i fail..hahahe drag me out my hse..en still tell my sis..close e door.. bye bye..haha..so cute rite..in e end his daddy ask en he let me go..hahabut he ask me 2dae muz go over find him..reali so cute...hahaen wan on e fone wif JB and brownie.er..en my hp sot sot de.i tok ey cant hear lei..-.-..tink e hp oso wan me go slp..cos it's like 12+ liao..haha..en i use sms de lor..en i tell em i seem like dumb de.cant tok..so kelian lor..imagine i keep tokin into e fone..but ey cant hear..n ey continue wif eir conversation..hahasound so funni..=p..anyway.i did feel better le..thz brownie..=)tml goin c her liao le..tink i gt lot 2 tell her..n lot 2 ASK her..=p...en frenzster gt a guy msg me..sae wan noe me better..en i juz reply a hihiz..en he ask me add him into my frenz list lei!!!so bo liao guy..ask me add..en like bcome i wan noe him like tt.even if he gt same surname as my daddy..so wat..=X..hee..i dun even bother add n reply him liao..haha..fri~..tml wkend le..yea!!finalli i can haf gd rest at hm liao.. haha..miss my classmates alot.=P