back bloggin..actuali tot of nt bloggin for a while de..but too bored in the office le..since wed..i hav been slackin liao...no new tasks 4 me even though i keep bothering em le..=p..ytd went JP wif ling..went crystal jade 4 dinner..hmm..dunno izzit e staff too bz or ey were simply juz so unfrenzli..tok all tok so fierce de..en e seats de glass..like crack dao wan de..all oso like tt.wonder izzit design..haha..en sportlink gt 40% dis off FOOTWEAR..haha..en i v anxiously go search 4 e shoes tt i saw wif darlin at WM de..but dun haf..=(..mayb consider go wm buy le..hee..aft tt we went go buy presents lor..en i brought a bag 4 myself.pink as usual..hee..en ling tell me gt 50%..so i buy lor..but e person sae e price on e price tag is..aft dis de liao..-.-..feel so cheated..hahabut nvm la..nan de buy bag le..=x..went hm ard 8+..miss e superstar show..but frenz sae it's nice..n Chanel gt sing lei..miss her singing le..haha....o ya..note to jj..i saw a hello kitty HP lei..y dun consider buyin it 4 fongee..make it a set wif e cam..=p..darlin!!!e pink/black nike shoe i wait 4 u buy 4 me liao hor..hahaha...my bdae comin..=xk..i dunno wat's wrong wif me tis few daes cum wks..haf nt reali been myself..been tryin so hard to b happi in front of every1..tt dae saw sis msg..sayin she v long nv chat wif me le..i suddenli feel hen wen xin..as if like ere's still sum1 out ere rem-in me..missin me..sumtimes i wonder if i too bothered wif wat ppl tink of me..y i cant live the life i wan..sae e thing i wan..do e thing i wan..u all may b concerned but dun u tink is overdoin le ma...n y m i alwaez tryin 2 please ppl..n in e end..nt at all bein appreciated..anyway..it ownself hu sae wan help or wat de.nt appreciated oso ownself de fault..i wan back the cheerful..playful..noisy..happi..xinlan..where haf she gone..y she dun wan come back n replace tis imitation xinlan..i m feelin v v tired le..can i juz die off juz like tt..=(..other than him,i reali dunno wat i can b happi wif le..