finalli yi ge xin qi de attachment over le.hahasat no nid work de..zhen shuang=p..en 2dae went work..hmm..gt own acc le ma.en jiu noe wat 2 do le lor..en pineapple brin cisco bk behind tt cd..en he copy into our com..en we reali nth do..jiu go in do those "quiz"..en i went msn chat wif my darlin..almsot everyday chattin online wif her xia..haha..en chat a bit wif my di xia qig 2dae onli..=(..en do dao lunch time..2dae went clementi 4 lunch..e central ere.en samuel call me ask me ltr meet sam instead..en went 1 of e hawker centre eat..cos ere gt sell goreng pisang..haha* thz to pineapple *=)..en make me xiang dao baby pig..cos his bdae, 1 section =p we went clementi celebrate..en still rem wat we order n eat..hee..i like go everywhere oso gt stories wif baby pig..haha..we conqure memories in alot parts of sg le..=x* bleah *haha.. en sam suddenli call me sae he comin clementi..he wan go NUS.but i leavin le.cos e shuttle bus lai le..haha..so meet him aft work le loren went back we jiu go e e campus look 4 courses..en enrol 1..related 2 cisco de..en provided by our company..hee..gd hor..gt alot courses can enrol de..en we decide 1 dae do at least 1 or 2..2 make outselves gt thing do..hahaen 2dae is learn abt sniffing software n network protocols ( a bit )..hee..en jj suddenli sms me.hl abt him doin finish his ccna courses liao..muz b miss my ee ee too much until sot sot le..=x..en 2dae e team leader (in charge of us) nv come ma..en we dunno hu goin ask us leave..so we leave ourselves.wahahaha..but bu hao yi shi leave too earli..en we abt 540 jiu go le..consider earli too?haha..en go dover meet sam..take cam frm him.en he hen hao yi shi lor..i standin inside ma..dun wan waste concession go out..en he purposeli put e plastic bag outside..still on e floor..en i cant reach..hahaen zj n thomas still side him xia..* argh *..en end up wo chu qu na lor.i go out he jiu put inside le..en i go in again le..-.-..en run up but miss diao train le.si sam!!!haha..but still happi 2 c em.cos i tink zhen de will jiu jiu cai kan de dao em de...haha..aft tt pei sis go admiralty ere de pasa malam..cos she wan buy shorts..end up mai le 2 t shirt... 1 short.both t shirt i choose 4 her de..haha.en aft tt she qing wo chi cup corn..=p..en we saw 1 v cool de hp cover..4 my hp de.."levi's de"..$10 xia..too ex lei..so nv buy..en she saw another shop..selling precious tot cover..$8..but both of us prefer tis than e levi de..end up i buy..=x..haha..hen mei lor..so swt..use by swt gal..=X..en go her hse eat dinner..cos she sae her mummy cook hao liao..but her mummy cook fried rice..still gt jelly..hahato me jiu hen hao liao le..=)..n hor...i v angry abt sth lor..by rite tml haf sec 2 gatherin de..en cp ask me call ppl lor..en juz nw call me..en tell me tml he cant meet at 6 le..ask us meet ltr..en i v frustrated le lor.i alreasy feeling v fan abt sth else le lor.he wan all of us change time bcos him 1 person.en i tell him lor..tell every1 bu rong yi lor..en he nw bcos wan go watch movie wif gf 1st jiu ask all of us deng.i dun like ppl zhong se qing you dao so li pu delor..wah kao..sae dao wo reali hen angry lor..en still sae me chong lai mei like tt treat him guo..if he late we wun wait de lor..en ask me hw many ppl.so i sae abt 10+..en ask me back y call so many ppl..i plan e list of hu 2 ask wif him de lor...kaoz..sae dao i hang up e fone.en he call back i ask sis ans le..though e sae he's kiddin..but ifeel so wu gu lor...n i cry...reali feel so sad n fan lor..i juz cant control my tears lor..haiz..en jing tian feel myself soooo stupid..n izzit too irritating..wat i do like alwaez wrong de lor..en ppl like 2 put wat ey tink/assume as words into my mouth de..i dunno y..but wo zhen de bu zhi dao hw i can do..2 make thing go rite le lor..n..i wan yong gan mian dui my feeling..gt wrong meh?y muz gif sum1 e hope/chance.when u noe end up still will hurt dao e person de..if it's tt way..en at e 1st place..shldnt gif him a chance le..he might b a nice person..but en..u reali will still go hurt tt person if u noe u definiteli will de meh?zhi you yong gan chen ren zi ji feeling de ren..cai nen de dao zhen zhen de ai qing de..ni men da jia zhen de you yong gan mian dui ma?even if it's frenzship..ni men shi zhen de zhen xin dui ni men de peng you ma?everythin seems so vulnerable nw..zhen de jue de wo kuai breakdwn le..haiz..luckily i still haf u..*muack** miss my wori-less paradise v much nw *