dunno y... 2dae i juz haf a feeling tt everythin surrounding me seems 2 change... haiz... 2dae daddy send me 2 work.. cos i too tired.. en cant wake at 630... dunno y... haf a feeling tt i was die liao.. haiz... en reach work jiu gt 1 volunteer come... oso sit at counter de.. call charles... en i nid "supervise" him lor... en nv eat bf.. cos morn alot ppl...take med during lunch jiu slp dao dun feel like wakin up.. i went back 2 slp at 3.. ask my tong shi take over me 1st.. i reali too tired le.. n e stupid rashes till nw still haven hao.. so itchy lor... aft tt ben lai xiang go out walk walk de.. cos xin qing reali bu shi hen hao lor.. but dunno wan go where.. so i went hm instead.. en ma shang qu shui jiao... shemo dou dun wan tink... wake up ard 10+.. en jiu come blog liao le lor.. haiz... 2dae sittin at counter.. i saw a v old couple... ey were holding hands n walking up 2gether.. supporting each other... hw come sum ppl can b so en ai even when ey r so old.. but sum ppl's feeling can juz disappear aft a few dae... haiz... i dun haf e looks... e figure... e everything tt a guy hope 2 c in a gal... but does tt mean tt i m reali nt a gd gal...??? mayb i reali nt gd lor.. if i reali so bad.. en i dun deserve anybody's care, luv n concern lor... if dun like me... hate me.. juz tell me can.. dun ignore me... dun sae anything bad behind me.. let me noe is better than telling every1 except me... haiz... slp earli ba every1... take care... di xia qing.. get well soon k... *hugz*